My Mind Overload

Seriously I am so going nuts right now. My bf and I are having issues, our first big issue, which they say usually starts after the first year, but whew, its hard. Like I know we can get past it but Its so hard. I feel clingyer then ever cause he wants space,.... space even though we see eachother like once a week if were lucky, and I dont know what Im doing for If Im doing enough or too much and Im constantly afraid of doing the wrong  thing and lossing him, that would kill me, Id loose it, I really dont think Id be able to handle it, and I worry if he'll get past his bump because we can;t move forward till he does. I can only do so much on my side and literally all that is going on repeat in my head constantly, Like I'm getting anxiety because of it. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I just need someone right now that I can share all this with to make me feel better because this is the weirdest longest most emotional thing si have ever had to deal with